Was it till here??

I guess there is always a time when you have to think about all the big & small things in your life... Which relates to other people more than yourself... Among those people few are there for some relation & few exist for some reason..though it takes a yonks to know what is it exactly, sometime we just leave few relationship without giving it the same attention, not because we ignore it but because we are sure that bond is going to be there forever, its like those wild flowers which doesn't need no nourishing, no water & no extra care.. It just grows & blossoms beautifully.
I too have a relationship which is just like this wild flowers which never demanded any attention, never applied any condition,& I just went with the flow being unaware of that fact that someday this relationship will emerged out to be so demanding that I will have to stake my life to save it, I can't, no more... We said that we will keep our friendship with no string attached, we will understand each other & we will tackle all the problem together, we will no comment on our personal life..we will cooperate with all the state of our life..when I will fall you will hold me, when you will cry I will wipe your tears, when you are sad I will be your joker, but I think it was all an illusion, it was all a toy play for you,I could not believe in my ears when you said those harsh words to me & just closed my all the way which leads to you, you said you will be my BFF.. I think you were joking.
I thought you to be my guardian angel, you turned to be a devil of my life... Why?? Why?? We said we will stay BFF but I think this is the time we should drop the curtain to the play.. Where we tried to act our best to be each others support & strength... But I just ask myself only one question time & again.. " Was it till here??? " ☹

My Tears are Missing You

The Dark Silhouette

Kitna bhi chahe, kitna bhi sochen...
Kitni bhi kar le hum koshishey...
Hum laakh chupa le in ansuon ko
Par kabhi toh palke jhapakni padegi.....

Yeh ansu hamare bade kambbkht hai,
Jo ek baar beh jaye toh rukte nahi hai..
Jo bach ke nikal jaye sab ki nazar se,
Toh shayad mana le unhe hum yeh keh kar....

" Ae ansu... na behna.... na behna... kasam hai..."
Keemat teri unki khushiyon se kam hai..

Jab aaye mere samne woh kabhi bhi,
Toh galti se karna na behne ki galti...
Chupa lena khud ko, nazar mein na aana..
Jo dekha unhone toh puchenge humse...
Phir humse banega na koi bahana...

Guzaarish hai itni yeh ehsan kar do,
Hamari yeh koshish ko aasan kar do,
Tumhe apne palko ke peeche chupa ke,
Ek unchahi muskan hothon pe la ke....
Hasenge hum khud aur hasayenge unko...
Hasate hasate rulayenge unko...

Baha jaise hi bund aankhon se unke...,
toh hum bhi ro kar tumhe aazad karenge...
Bahana banane ki hogi na naubat...

Woh sochenge yahi ki unki tarah.............

"Hum bhi shayad ro pade haste haste....

My Prince <3

 

 

I Miss You Dad :(

I miss You Appa (Dad)

I see any dad carrying a new born baby daughter in their arms, I feel even you must have carried me the same way & I Miss You..

I see any baby daughter taking her first step catching her father's finger, I feel even I must have hold your hand to take my first step &  I Miss You...

I see any daughter crying for chocolates and yelling for toys, sulking and denying to talk to their father, I feel even I must have got angry with you and God knows how much you'd have tried to console me & then  I Miss You..

I see any girl catching their mum's hand and shouting over their father not to take them school, I feel even I must have claimed loving mumma more than you at that time & then I Miss You..

I see any daughter going back home from school,carried by their father,keeping their chin on their shoulder,complaining about the new school and teachers... I feel even I must have bitched like this to you & then I Miss You..

I see any daughter carrying their good results, hopping and jumping on their tip-toes, showing it to her father and getting a pat..I feel even I must have made you proud like this & then I Miss You..

I see any daughter upset and sad, whining to their father about the bad days..I feel even I have cried and you have supported me at that moment & then I Miss You..

I see any daughter crying over their failure to their father, I feel even I must have faced such failures and cried to you and you have given me the words of wisdom and strength to face it gain and try..& then I Miss You..



I see any daughter and her father laughing,joking and giggling, I feel even you have beat Jim Carrey in making face just to make me laugh like a drain & then I Miss You..



I see any daughter fighting with their father for their friend, I feel even I have fought with you for stupid reasons and hurt you... but still You loved me for all my mistakes and error & then I Miss you...



I see any daughter arguing with father on right and wrong, I feel even I have irritated you by fighting on nonsense  things and going against you & then I Miss You..



I see any daughter praying for their father's good health, I feel even I have prayed a lot to keep you forever with me & then I Miss You..

when will I see You again

                                
I see any daughter following a funeral of her dearest dad praying so unconsciously, I feel even I have recited the Rosary numerous time just to keep your soul rest in peace & then I Miss You..



I cant see any daughter... but I feel them crying at the corner of their room,calling for their father, complaining God that why He chose their Father,missing all the moments spent, longing to meet them once again the the end of their life in the other world....and then I Miss you..



"This is for you APPA, straight from your Daughter's heart, dedicated to you.... and dedicated to all the fathers of the world...
                I am a princess, not because I have a prince, but because my FATHER is a KING!!

I AM PROUD TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER!!! LOVE YOU TO THE INFINITY!!

My DAD is my HERO

                                   

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Its not Potty.. Its PO-TI !!!

Holla ladies...!!!
Who can be the best frnd of a gurl... A cat? No, cuz gurlz r bitches!! (And m proud to say that)... So who? A dog... No... Cuz gurlz alwys hate men, and men r dog (so leave that option too) so who is it... Ummm I think a Rabbit is a very good option eh ;)
And where as our pets concern our guys r doing that job very well... So I need someone who can listen to me, who dnt barge when I talk, who dnt get irritate wid me and WHO loves me more wid nothing wanting in return...
Recently der was an impulse idea came in my mind to have a pet.. So I and my bestie went to the pet market... Der I saw very less choices... So we decided to go back home empty handed ☺ but then suddenly our eyes fell on this cute, little, furry creature.. We went there to see'em... I really liked it.. And as alwys ma bestie read my mind and told me to buy it...though I liked it, I did not wanted to buy it nevertheless... Cuz my savings were der in my wallet to buy a pet dog.. Nt for those rabbits... Bt this fella is so wicked.. He bought a pair and jus handed them to me... And I was like "nahi, mujhe nahi chahiye" (oh u shud have seen my expression) hahaha... Den at last he convinced me to keep them with me... (I acted like I have got an award or something)..
Then we planned to go back home... On our way we were jus planning what wud be the name of the two rabbits we've bought??? *A BIG QUESTION* (I hold both of cheek and sat wid him on his bike , thinking abt the question all the way) Then a very quick idea came on my mind... How abt jus playing wid his and my nick name , mix them, jumbled them and create a different name.... And the names which I got out from our names... Was nt only different... Bt its really queer, unexpected and damn cute.... And its "PO-TI" (grinnnnn) yeah... Have u ever heard anyone calling ur potty cute... Bt when ma friends will come to see my pets... They alwys say it in a loud voice *happily* "Ur PO-TI are really very cute" hahahaha!!! Ain't it really funfull name, I just Wish that they never grow up... I like them like how theu are right now... Small and cute... They are very special for me... and of course they will be... Cuz they are "The Gifts Of Mt BESTIE" ☺ ...
I think ya'll shud start having a pet or something (ps: who ll dont have any) Cuz they are really cute and worth our care ♥
they are really kewl... and you dont need to be a master in that... all s you have to do just browse through sites on how to take care of ur pets...www.wikihow.com/care-for-a-rabbit has done a very helpful job in my case...so all the ladies... best of luck *all thumbs up*!!
Now I say adios to u all... Bt plz dnt try to eat ur head up thinking what could be my and my bestie's nick name :p

Appy Anniversary To Meeee!! ☺

Holla...!!!
Haw y'all been ol doin? Life is so busy foh us that we dnt get time foh ourselves... We dnt get time to realise whts gone and whts coming in our way... Hahaha!! I feel so amazed as well when I look back at my old times.. It alwys strike many question in my head and in my mind that what have I achieved so far??
In my life, in my career life, family responsibilities, friends buzz and my LOVE life?? Yes... Today that feeling of being so confident in my love has grown strong to stronger.. When I realise last midnight that its my 4th Anniversary of ma Engagement!!! *grinnn* can ya'll believe it!!! Yes its 19th April 2013.. My Engagement Anniversary!!!
 i really like this blogger putting her thoughts in a blog so wonderfully, my all thumbs up to the blog "Northern Belle Diaries"....
i would really love to be inspired by them and write such experience for u all and speak through my Heart :)

True Love Never Works!!!

I am hurt today to say that I am literally failed in my mission,
its so strange how people just forget them whom they used to miss every
second, how they are ready to blame each other and forget the day they
promise that they will love each other with no string attached.
I always use to hear love stories which never have a happy
ending... But I never thought in my wildest dream that my buddy will
suffer with this unending pain.
How could she do this!! How could she do this!! Every time whenever I
see him crying foh her, I just ask God, why did this happen to him, He,
who helped her so much, He who rescued her frm the pit of sorrows and
sufferings. He who gave her a new life full of happiness!! How could
she do this to him!!! God, I jus pray that wherever she is, she
realises one day that she has thrown a diamond to choose stones!!! I
jus hope she be happy in her life cuz someday she is gonna regret over
itt!!! This is a solely and clearly example of a person being so
UNFAITHFUL in love!!!!

What Eeziitt???

Holla!!!
Ladies!!! Can any of you plz temme the benefit of Insomnia??? Cuz
I thing I'm suffering wid it ( and am damn scared)!!!! I am jst
confuse cuz I have heard people loose their sleep when they fall in
love.... So what should I tke my new born disease as???
An Insomnia or Love ♥ !!!
But I think Love is more worse than Insomnia... Is it? ;)
By the time ya'll think abt it deeper and deeper and I try to find the
real truth.