If she would not be there

                    She ain't a superman but still we rush to her for protection
                   She ain't a doctor, but still we believe she will cure us... may be not with medicine but with her tender, love and care. She is no miracle she is a mother.
           the place where I work, keep having different kinds of promotion... specially on special days.
It struck me when my manager came an discussed an event happening in our store for "Mother's Day"
             .... " M O T H E R ' S   D A Y "      *FACEPALM*

how could it just slipped out of my calendar like head... I thought to do something special for her. So as I got done with my manager (trust me I never even concentrate on what he said, I could just see his mouth moving, that's it). I went to Just Baked and ordered a cake for her, I know she doesn't has a particular flavor craze, but still I preferred strawberry cheese cake ... which was like this.

Tadaa!

yummy no? there is an app called "Photo grid". I dunno how many applications I have downloaded in my phone which I barely use.  I am too greedy about having apps in my handset. ok this one you shouldn't have known about me ok so what I was saying is I made a naaaaaice video with the help of this app and dedicated to my mother. I posted it on Facebook too :)  she was so happy seeing the video.

If you go through my blog y'all come to know what kind of on and off relationship I have with my mother, I agree I hurt her have made her cry in times, But I just wanna say how much love and respect I hold for her, I can never be able to explain it or put'em into words!! Its not easy for a woman to look after their children alone. after my dad expired, she is the only one who is everything for me. I can see the strength in her to cope up with any troubles and I really take her as a great example to go ahead in my life. She is very hardworking, I always tried to be like her, superfast and super diligent but I failed... and I know I will never be able to... but still I will keep trying. I love you Amma!! (Tamil word for mother)

P.S : A video which I have made for my first expert , I would like y'all to have a look on it... please. and I will would love to know something about what y'all feel for your mother, you can write a link on my blog comment and I promise , I will definitely check it once I come on blog again.

                     Tu kitni acchi hai, Tu kitni bholi hai, Pyaari pyaari hai, Oh Maa...

  you can check others videos too (:

 

Just Another day!

Hello Ladies....

           Today its 14th Feb, A Valentine's day. Where all the couples are planning to go out for a candle light dine, for gifts and presents and flowers, for a long promenade hand in hand, someone must have already thought to ask their gurl's hand for marriage (thinking its a right time to pop the question as the gurl might get on the rocks to say NO :p), to kiss and make up, its a day of Red and Black, its a day of heart shaped balloons floating in the sky, cards & roses (specially red bunches) & obviously a day for lots of promotion in stores to make people go through damages in buying solitaires & diamonds! *banao banao, aur chutiya banao* (make fool out of everyone) and here is Me, on the other hand celebrating the Tom's in Town. hmph!! It had made it a just another day for me, nothing special today types. I tell you my stomach is paining so badly , I think all my guts are playing "tug-of-war" and the half of it can come out at any moment! I am not feeling good, i am feeling so restless, so finicky as a cat, Its the day when i am not in best of my moods... Baby called me twice to change my mood, to make me laugh and convincing me to go out, but nothings worked out except I ended throwing nails at him without any reason. Sorry baby for behaving such a bitch to you, its not your fault at all, Its me who is in a don't-mess-with-me mood today *pout*

      I Think I should go into hibernation mode which may include doing absolutely nothing but jus pressing a pillow against my stomach and hiding my face into the cushion, I do not want to do something or say something for which I regret later. Mumma please turn off the light and you outta of the door!! Pah-leez!

Later huns

Bubye *pout*‬

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Text-War!!

Hello Ladies!!
I'm sorry for I post late these days.. My lappy is damaged so I'm afraid I wont be able to post for few more days..
Last night I & my guy had an argument on importance & priorities, I felt somehow that I am becoming an option for him, which I was wanted him to realise & rectify.. But guess what? "Men will be men" the discussion went on for long but we could not iron out our disagreements, so I felt its better to stop fighting rather than making a mountain outta mole hill, I pretended to feel sleepy, said bye & disconnected, after a while I got a text from him, he wrote a small shayari quote for me..

(we sometime convey with each other through our self made quotes)

 I read it and my fingers & my mind started working on it instantly... I would like to show ya'll that small piece of our thought "text-war" over here... Here I go....

                                                ~ He ~
                                     Auro ke liye jeena, apne liye marjaana...
                            Yuhi baar baar tut ne se behtar khud ko bikhar jaana
                              Maujon se lad jayenge hum.... Tum paar utar jaana
                                                 Yeh toh ab adat si hai..
                          "Woh vaadon se mukar jaana... Raah mein bichar jaana"


                                                 ~ Me ~
                                 Auro ke liye sab jeete hai, kabhi kisi pe maro toh jane...
                Bade daave pyaar ke sab karte hai, kabhi thoda sa hi sahi, pyaar karo, toh jane
                                    Akele na koi kisi se lad paya hai na lad payega,
                 Saath maang ke dekho, mil kar kinare tak pohochne mein mazaa aayega.
                                     Vaade se mukarna kisi ki aadat nahi hoti... 
                                      Ya toh yeh majboori hai ya toh bebasi...
                                 Ek baar puch ke dekho, sab pata chal jayega!!

I think one day will come when we will not have to fight & everything that needs discussion & decision will be discussed & decided ☺

My Tears are Missing You

The Dark Silhouette

Kitna bhi chahe, kitna bhi sochen...
Kitni bhi kar le hum koshishey...
Hum laakh chupa le in ansuon ko
Par kabhi toh palke jhapakni padegi.....

Yeh ansu hamare bade kambbkht hai,
Jo ek baar beh jaye toh rukte nahi hai..
Jo bach ke nikal jaye sab ki nazar se,
Toh shayad mana le unhe hum yeh keh kar....

" Ae ansu... na behna.... na behna... kasam hai..."
Keemat teri unki khushiyon se kam hai..

Jab aaye mere samne woh kabhi bhi,
Toh galti se karna na behne ki galti...
Chupa lena khud ko, nazar mein na aana..
Jo dekha unhone toh puchenge humse...
Phir humse banega na koi bahana...

Guzaarish hai itni yeh ehsan kar do,
Hamari yeh koshish ko aasan kar do,
Tumhe apne palko ke peeche chupa ke,
Ek unchahi muskan hothon pe la ke....
Hasenge hum khud aur hasayenge unko...
Hasate hasate rulayenge unko...

Baha jaise hi bund aankhon se unke...,
toh hum bhi ro kar tumhe aazad karenge...
Bahana banane ki hogi na naubat...

Woh sochenge yahi ki unki tarah.............

"Hum bhi shayad ro pade haste haste....

My Prince <3

 

 

Appy Anniversary To Meeee!! ☺

Holla...!!!
Haw y'all been ol doin? Life is so busy foh us that we dnt get time foh ourselves... We dnt get time to realise whts gone and whts coming in our way... Hahaha!! I feel so amazed as well when I look back at my old times.. It alwys strike many question in my head and in my mind that what have I achieved so far??
In my life, in my career life, family responsibilities, friends buzz and my LOVE life?? Yes... Today that feeling of being so confident in my love has grown strong to stronger.. When I realise last midnight that its my 4th Anniversary of ma Engagement!!! *grinnn* can ya'll believe it!!! Yes its 19th April 2013.. My Engagement Anniversary!!!
 i really like this blogger putting her thoughts in a blog so wonderfully, my all thumbs up to the blog "Northern Belle Diaries"....
i would really love to be inspired by them and write such experience for u all and speak through my Heart :)

What Eeziitt???

Holla!!!
Ladies!!! Can any of you plz temme the benefit of Insomnia??? Cuz
I thing I'm suffering wid it ( and am damn scared)!!!! I am jst
confuse cuz I have heard people loose their sleep when they fall in
love.... So what should I tke my new born disease as???
An Insomnia or Love ♥ !!!
But I think Love is more worse than Insomnia... Is it? ;)
By the time ya'll think abt it deeper and deeper and I try to find the
real truth.